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welll the last couple of days have been great!!!! ive been wit tony 24/7 and i loveee it ive been working a little less but going to the gym alot more...hopefully il;l have the great body ive been dreaming about by next winter lmao!! its vacation and although it sux that im owklring eveyrday...its good cuz i get to see tony eveyrday cuz i have 2 hrs to kill after work till my mom comes to get me. its been all work AND play. the trip to canda is gonna be AWSOME! even tho that its not gonna be as great as i thought it was gonna be...ima have my whole powwow group together cept danilelle!! WELL MISS U!!! okies well ill stop complaining and if anyone wants to do anything thourhght the week im open call my cell for info on my schedule!!
<33333333333 olgs
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[15 Apr 2005|07:57pm] |
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u kno wat...next time u say that everytime u feel left out think of this time and others wen u ditched me for something else witout calling me or even answering my calls...thanks alot...AH!!!!!
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[22 Mar 2005|04:19pm] |
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haha ive been a very fat kid and eat like chinese food all the time...:) me and kelsey got into a fight 2 days later all good :) me and tony are good... haha intersting relationship wit me and chris but he upset me so im not going to talk about him...< just a yay for him and leanna > umm easters coming uop soon and this weekened shuld be fun cuz im over my aunts for like the whole dam weekened... yay! umm thers like alot more to say but i dont feel like typing...i kinda made this entry to make chris happy cuz ..WE KNO SOMETHING NOONE ELSE KNOWS AND WERE NOT TELLING!!!! and this is it...no more writing for now
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[18 Feb 2005|10:07pm] |
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I HATE THE FEELING OF HATRED I HATE IT SOOOO MUCH WORST THING IS THAT I DONT FEEL GUILTY wats wrong with me? AH :(
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| el bleh bleh bleh |
[25 Jan 2005|07:51pm] |
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working studying and having somewat of a life...hard work kinda lol i really cant complain i mean i wanted this job and ima be making pretty good money for myself...schools been pretty good i mean midterms been great and the only one i failed that i kno of so far is math lmao yea yay for my 41 lmao dun ask lol anywho...me adn tony r going great lol cept we always have the lil matt fella inturuptions lol. is been mad fun wit me adn stacey lol and were doing soemthing so great for this yrs moulin rouge marathon lmao its gonna be sooo much fun i cant wait to start that project. and yea kooolio...everyones been getting sick lately and i hope to God that i dunt catch it ugh ugh ugh lol i hope u guys get better soon..i love u all lol....sooon we go to canada and i cant wait for that ive never been out of this state wiout my parent and canada wit nikki shuld be quite fun lmao staceys bday is on friday and i hope all my plans go pppperrrrfeeect!!! lol i shuld have everything set tomrow lmao omg i cant wait everyones alwayus done somehting so cool for me and i wanna get back at everyone lol and kelseys and nikkis bday this yr are during skool too so we do it!!! lol im watching cool runnings and its a great movie lmao...o hey i lost 5 pounds and im soooooo rpoud of myself...ima join a gym soon lol so i gonna try to get into shape and look somewat better lmao...wish me luk!! well i think thats all for today and ill try a lil harder to make it and update sooner than wat i have been doing....lol....back to work tomrow lol so i kno i wont update ill try on thrusday lol!!!!!
<3 love tons olga!!!!
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[08 Jan 2005|04:24pm] |
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yesterday i called up stacey aftrer skool and asked her if i culd sleepover..!!! great thing lmao went over at about 7 soemthing i had brought cofee lol we drank that and went to listen to like an hr of music randomly ..she gave me the great cd of moulin rouge wich I LOVE SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!! after that we went to have some more cofee and listen to some more music and dance around..the cafeein was already gettin to our blood but we kept danciomg some more cuz it was FUN!! it was like 10 something and we went downstairs and started playing DDR i swear thats the greatest thing ever lol....she played for a while till i got used to it then i embarrassed myself away and we kept on like switching and it was kool cuz we never stopped LOL then we did that till like 1 and then at 1 we got hungry so we went upstairs to eat we ate noodles and patatoes in the middle of the kitchen....went back down and had soem more DDR time lol then we played another game wich i suked at BADLY lol and then we played celeberty deathmatch and i was jc and she was justin and then i was carmen elktra and she was marylyn manson and shit like that and then it was like 245 and were like aight pop the movie in and so we startede to watch DOGMA the best FUKING MOVIE EVER!!!!!! we watched like first 10 minuites of it cuz we were so tired so w/e and fel asleep....we woke up at 1230 and we went upstairs had mini bagels wich were BANGING!!! and thenwatched end of bruce almighty and went downstairs and played DDR till 4 wen i had to go home..that was my fun night!!!! it was great lol now carmen is gonna go over lol and shes gonna do it all again lol i think im going to the mall or store later idk! well that was my great fun lol TTYL!!! BIATCHES lol
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[04 Jan 2005|07:53pm] |
back to skool week...it suked ass...matts mom died dannys grandfather died...ppl rnt going to the cotillion...things wit my job and shit...fuking sux but im hoping so hard thaat its gonna get so much beter. me and tony r great culdnt ask for anything better...christiano stil hates me ...i dun care...rebecca allain still hates me...cud give a shit...ive been losing weight like hell but it dun look it...and i cant seem to find anything that i put on look good. other problems too that i just dont want to talk about right now or even think about cuz it just tiks me off...milford well havnt looked into it enuff to say that it sux or not..ive been so busy that i dont even have time to sit for more than 5 minuites at a time..pretty sad.cant wait for everything to jsut settle down...me and stacey have gotten so close and i love it...stacey ull read this so i love u so much thanks for always being there and for keeping me company wen neeeded most...weve become like sisters .....ilu!! the cotillion ima try to make it a blast for the ppl who are going...tony and carmen and stacey and me were gonna have FUN !!!! or at least try lmao
i wont bore u any more...so ima just go and have some fun by myself doing homework and watching SWAT cuz fuking colin farrol is so fuking HOOTOOTTT!!!!
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| last few or so have beenn....yeaaaaaa<3 |
[18 Dec 2004|10:12pm] |
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last few days and or weeks have been fine....ill tell u the most recent cuz im smart and i cant remember all of it...so yea friday skool boring...got teased by tori cuz i was kissing tony in the hall...shes a whore sometimes but i love her lol...after skool got almost killed by kelsey cuz she was like LETS GO and almost strangled me...ILU KELSEY U KNO U LOVE IT LOL went to DD got MHC wit out the t so it was only KOS lol still kool tho cuz gurls ROK lol got home after being rushed out by my mom went to home depot...i swear all of them must kno me ive asked them at least one question each and im alway wearing my paintintg clothes cuz im kool like that so ..YEAAA thers this dude that works ther and i swear he looks exxactlyyy like tim keiser lol anyways went to the new house and painted soem...stafcey called to go to the movies...she came over...never got a hold of nikki or kelsey so....that fuking suked ...:( anyway sis stopped by blokbuster wit us and we piked out princess diaries....OMG THIS PART WERE THEY HIT THE PANS TOGETHER AHD ME LAUGHGIN FOR A HALF HR. my abs officially are broken lol stacey U BROKE ME!!!! today woke up at 8 saw stacey somewat awake...had food [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<she [...] .....shell>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] last few days and or weeks have been fine....ill tell u the most recent cuz im smart and i cant remember all of it...so yea friday skool boring...got teased by tori cuz i was kissing tony in the hall...shes a whore sometimes but i love her lol...after skool got almost killed by kelsey cuz she was like LETS GO and almost strangled me...ILU KELSEY U KNO U LOVE IT LOL went to DD got MHC wit out the t so it was only KOS lol still kool tho cuz gurls ROK lol got home after being rushed out by my mom went to home depot...i swear all of them must kno me ive asked them at least one question each and im alway wearing my paintintg clothes cuz im kool like that so ..YEAAA thers this dude that works ther and i swear he looks exxactlyyy like tim keiser lol anyways went to the new house and painted soem...stafcey called to go to the movies...she came over...never got a hold of nikki or kelsey so....that fuking suked ...:( anyway sis stopped by blokbuster wit us and we piked out princess diaries....OMG THIS PART WERE THEY HIT THE PANS TOGETHER AHD ME LAUGHGIN FOR A HALF HR. my abs officially are broken lol stacey U BROKE ME!!!! today woke up at 8 saw stacey somewat awake...had food <she didnt cuz she dun kno the custums yet .....shell learn lol > she went home we went to the new house and did soem shit there...came home to eat went back and decorated for a few hrs for my sis bday tomrow...<not much fun decorating alone...i need friends lol> got home watched princess diaries alone again...and now im sitting here talking to chris on the comp and hes not saying much of anything but its akk good cuz even if he dun say anyhting i can still kno wat hes kinda meaning to say....this is wat a yr on and off does to u lol... yea me and him have been talking for a while now and its so much plesent to talk to a person and not having to worry about something happeneing or like... suspision and shit like that cuz < JELOUSY WILL DRIVE U MADDDDDD.....staceys the only one whos so gonna get that lol > and i just wish sometimes i can hug him lol cuz i kno wat ur feeling....soon...have patience hun itll go the way u want it too...<3 lol yeaa so everythings basically cool wit everyone...gotta find some way of contacting tony wen weekends and vacas come by cuz its gonna drive me MADDDD lol <stacey again ,....yea we ROK> um ive got kelseys and staceys and i have to get soem more ppls gifts lol....i almost bought soemthign for nikki...but then...i didnt..yea im smart like that lolWOOO TO MEEE.... yea then ill leave u cuz ur already sik of me...oo and btw ther are som friends that i dn recognize on my list...can u guys just identify urselves plese..no doubt and rocksart or soemthing like that...idk...ttyl
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so im here and its a skool day but everyone stayed home sick so i decided not to make myself go nuts about being by myself again...w/e umm yea feel knida bad about leaving tony behind by himself but hes got steve and the guys so hell be ok...this morning i was late for skool after i called stacey to see if she was coming or nit...her mom sayd she wasnt cuz she was sik... nikki had called in sik and i went to skool wit hope kelsey would be there....i talked wit bryan and dan for a while then wennn it was lmost time to go to class i told them i was leaving..so i walked out ahha it was funnny form my point of view...hopefully i wont get in trouble that would really fuking suk lmao....umm so i got homw and i was thinking to myself that i was stupid in leaving but w.e im over it. so im prpobably gonna end up like watching nightmare before christmas or soemthing like that....ummm hopefully tony will come over after skool that would be nice :) and make me very happy lol...nikkis happy stceys feels crappy and kelsey feels horrible...and im happy too...nikkki we have to spread the love lmao!!
lol im so interstingly hyper lol i wish all u sikk peeps were here lmao wed have a sik party wit the hostess not sik lmao that would be FUN lmao anyway ill stopp annoying u ppls wit my hyperness and im sry u all feel like crap today lol hope my happy spirit reaches u all YAY LMAO ILU GUYS!!!!:)
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[26 Nov 2004|08:09pm] |
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i just turned 16 and i wish i had turned 6....life suxs ass just like all other times...its friday im 16 and im sitting home listening to hilary duff crying...theres a football game wich i was hyped to go...not there cuz i decided that facing nikki right now wouldnt be a good idea...me and tony broke up then got back together day before my bday...my bday was great at skool...then after it suked cuz i was home alone most the day and that pissed me off cuz course the gurls were busy...kelsey was supposed to come for dinner...that didnt happen...stacey sayd she might but didnt...nikki got grounded last minute...last thing i need was people rubbing it in my face right...wrong my parents always asking me if they were coming and after 15 times of telling them no i finally broke...fukin sux dun it...i went to put in my first application for work and screwd that one up gota go do that again FUn ew moving soon...wich culd be a fuking great thing...maybe this is wat i need just to get away from everyone...it seems like it dun matter wat i say or wat i do its never enuff for my friends to want to be around me..i feel like a desiese and noone wants to catch me...i wouldnt blame them...ive gone from eating yummy foods to living off of hot cocoa and cofee...fine with that ...ive gone from having happy smile on my face 24-7 to never seeing it at all...fine that too...dun have friends me and tony r ok but not as close as we used to be...thatll change soon i hope...u kno law might be a bad skool and its gonna suk cuz im moving away from my "friends" but maybe people will like me more there...itll be good for everyone i hope...soon ill be off their backs...4 months more gurls hang in ther im sry...:( chris is pissed at me cuz im going back out wit tony...so is gary...saras on a new mision to take him away again..so wats the new surprise...ehh idk weather to fight back or let him have her..i mean shes def. better looking than me...so yea w.e maybe hell get wit amanda shes a better person thann me..obviously...i guess that ur supposed to be alone wen ur an adult..cuz im getting pretty lonely...u kno hilary dff makes alot of sense...i found myself today ...found myself and ran away...some reasons shoudltn be understood" i wanna thank all u guys for the presents and the great skool bday... but i finally got the hint...
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today suked major ass and some more...only great thing was chris was mad hyper and everytime i saw him we would like yell our asses off 206 DAYS TILL CANADIA
haha anyway ill tell u my horrible day even tho noone fuking cares
woke up cold stacey got here chris called sayd hes outside nikki got here late...i was hyper and happy ...first period ok... w/e talked watched rikki fail at bball and watched shawn wit his sexy things lol 2nd stacey was in a bad mood she i guess forgot to tell me she was drunk the night before wen we went to the assemly.. yea olgs dumb she felt like shit i made her write me a paper of wat she has everyday for the week on food cuz shes like never eating wich pisses me off too....i was mad after that class....3rd boring..faild another test wot for a 67 4th i was pissed at tony cuz hes an ass and takes shit too fuking much never knows wen to shut up...anyway lunch fuking pissed at all life ...5th boring 6th talked about the trip...exciting kinda cept im like not in the mood to go anymore cept for the fact taht i kno ia have fun cuz chris is gonna be there...idk niki she feels so far away from me i never talk to her anymore i see her like 3 times a dy for a woopering 4 seconds and then her and bryan and kelsey leave to go home or w/e and no more walks and shit...im starting to learn how to live without friends.... anyway back to my day 7th boring worote like 3 paragraphs for him he wasnt there so noone wanted to join me they have better things to do ...thenn after skool kelsey didint even say shit to me and idk how many times i have to say im sry im leaving on ur bday not my choice kinda yelled at her cuz i felt like i was going thru a guilt trip chris came to my house we messed around played tickles w/e that was fun lol then nikkis mom calls me tells me shes lost w/e going nuts....so i go to the skool and iget a phone call form nikki...from home...w/e turned back got home ate and now im here writing about my dam life wich will soon end cuz i dun feel i hvae anything to life for anymore...im confused about me and tony im confused about me and chris ive lost stacey kelsey and nikki and i dun get anythign im doing ...idk thers just nuthing anymore no more excitement i hate this im gonna goand just hope some fuking thing goes wrong wit my body and i drop dead cuz eevrythigns just so fuked right now
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[06 Oct 2004|05:08pm] |
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well today went by extra fast...i had a good day i as in a good mood and such on...like every guy that i kno hit on me at least 2 times today..wich is kinda wierd lol...steve sat on me wich i thought was funny ...lunch was kinda boring but it worked...lol 4th period was ok...im slowly geting to my goal of getting away from tony...slowly getting there but i m...im talking to chris again wich is bad...cuz hes gonna think that im like trying to hit on him and i dun wanna go back out wit him it just aint happening ....after skool i went to practice..that was ok left got home talked to chris some more...was on the phone for lik 40000 hrs wit like 3 diff ppl wich was funn too....im kinda liking skol again i miss teddy ebar tho!!!!!! hes gonna come visit soon cuz he loves us...WE LOVE U RODNEY!!!!! anyway...w/e ima go and ty to keep busy cuz im kinda hyper... first time ive been fully happy in a lonnnnnnnnnggg time...i gues tahts good right???????
hey kelsey.. WERE GONNA GET DEAN ON FRIDAY LMAO
TAS...<3 Lexi!!!
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[05 Oct 2004|05:21pm] |
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i officially have nothign to live for and my dying day just seems to be closer and closer each day...day was fun...this miorning kinda suked cuz stacey neevr showed up witout calleing...so we were like...ok...after that it was ok...all went kinda well after skool i went to the gym and we got ready to leave for the game then we left ride there as ok...then the game was fine...then we went to macdonalds cuz coach thought we played well so he treated us.. it was funny cuz we were all in good moods cept lindsey her b/f kinda broke up wit her...actually her b/f friend that she never even knew...anyway so we were leaving MDs and these guys who we were talking to in mds(who were hitting on wreslow lol)were leaving too and they passed in front of us and this guy mooned us ...it was funny lol and then coach was like...whos scared by this and everyone raised their hands and hes like ok tomrows practice is gonna be healing so w/e got home...came online looked at some away messages ...talked to steve and sarahs away message was...tony pete and amtt r here wat a surprise...hold up....so i was like ..steve tonys at sarahs and hes like no hes not im like yea he is....so w/e she took it off and i was like hows tony and shes like...I AM FINE im like shit hes in her room.....aperently i was pissed and just put my away message up...... i seriously have to have a talk wit this dude cuz if wat he wants is to go out wit sarah then fine but dont tell me everyday that u love me and pretend everythings ok...it just hruts me like ehll and idk if my heart can take much more pain i just wish i culd kill myself...cuz i just wanna get this out of me..and idk how it just dun work...i HATE LIFE its just plain and simple...idk if i have the energy to go to skool tomrow...im kinda anooyed and tired and hurt at the same time and i dun like that feeling...i just wish someone would tell someone else to JUST LEAVE ME THE FUK ALONE....(not tony)
w/e just kill me already cuz im so close to doing it myself
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so he did it....tony broke up wit me and im starting to thikn that im not gonna have that second chance....he wrote me a letter yesterday and gave it to stacey cuz i diddnt want to go to skool cuz i had had a bad night before yelling wit gary and steve and shit...so i went to skool as soon as the bell rang and i walked up and ignored him in the halls...went to nikki and then got the letter from stacey... and she went inside to check if we had practice ...i read the leter outside and he passed me and i was like tearing up and i calle dihs name like 4 times and he didnt look back...we went to dd and i called nikki and was like can u come meet me up so she came and i told her and we ate for a while tehn went home...i didnt feel the hurtness inside for a while cuz while i was busy i wasnt thinking u kn....so i was like ok...and i read the letter again wen stacey left and i worte him back it was like 2 pages...and i just tolod him how much i didnt want to lose him and taht im sry and that i kno it was all my fault...and that i have learned alot and that i can show him that im not a shitty g/f and well i dun think hes gonna put himself thru it again...cuz everything he sayd was the truth and i just hate that im never gonna be able to hold him in my arms and give him a kiss and talk to him about somehting bugging me ...i didnt want to lose him like that....everything he sayd was true and i knew it was coming and its all my fault...and i just wish i culd tell him that i can be different cuz he changed me for the good and i thank him for that...i just wish i can talk to him and get him to see thru my eyes and for him to kno that i really do love him and i always will...i dun wanna lose him but i did...today he came up to me and gave me a hug and i was gonna cry cuz i wanted to kiss him and i didnt kno if he wanted that hug to be like...i forgive u lets start over or its good to see u great friend thing...i hate mixed signals...i had eye contact with him for like 10 minutes today and i had to turn away cuz i was gonna cry..i cant look at him and smile anymore cuz i kno that i fuked it all up and that its my fault atht my happiness left cuz im the one that ran it away from me and i didnt realize that i had wat everyone wanted until i made it go away...tony if u read this...im soooooo sry and i lovee u sooo much and i just wish i had the chace to tell u that one more timeand that i hope for a second chance cuz i have chaned and ur the reason and i will love u forever until my dying day...
<3 i miss u more than u kno and i love u
good going olga...another great thing in ur life gone...i aplaud u bitch
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life has gotten so confising like the last cuple of days....thrusday i already told u guys about and friday too....too sat was ok and so was sunday today suked...i got tony sick and he was in a bad mood...he didnt hold my hand...barely hugged me...like kissed me once or twice it was sad he wasnt talking to me the whole day i hated it and like i was talking to ricky in 4th period and he was like ima smoke today and all this shit and hes like ima bring tony back into it and i got so scared the whole period i was freaking out and like im so afraid that shit is gonna happen to him...i heard he was gonna go to the navy and now pot im so scared im gonna lose him. hes been so distant and like he doesnt like to communicate anymore i wish he had a phone or soemthing that i cud just talk to him and ask him wats going on....i kno that ive been a bitch and taken shit to the extremes but i let it go i hope he culd too..im tryiong to be a good g/f but it doesnt seem to be working out. idk wat else to do i mean idk wat ive done worng....just before anyones like ew hes a bastard and u shuld just let him go...let me just tell u that hes been one of the best things that has happened in my life and that i dont want to lose him cuz i realllllllllly love him. im so afraid of him getting hurt...being sad....thinking of somehting bad...looking into his eyes and realizing that his hyper spark no longer sparks... it upsets me and i blame myslef i guess....idk i feel so complete with him but everytime a gurl approches i just go nuts....maybe its cuz it seems that he dont love me as much as i love him...i mean i kno he loves me but the way he acts its jst so wierd...im talking to gary and its like...i found out today that he really does keep a picture of me in his helmet i saw it...and like im talking to him and hes like ur so beautiful and u looked like an angel the way the lights were hitting on u and im still in love with u and hes like fighting to get me back...and for some reason i dont see tony as a person like that like somehting that if something was to happen(God i hope not)he would fight for me and tell me that he wanted me back...hes like the biggest sweatheart with me and i love him to death but it dont seem like hes that commited to me as i am to him....im babbling he comes over everyday wat am i talking aboiut he gets grounded so he can be with me...maybe its not him that dont deserve me maybe its me that dont deserve him life just suxs and like it tires me out that i cant ahve like the perfect thing lie other ppl see not ersonal ppl like ppl who r friends but rnt in all the business...they see all the happiness and the cute lil cuple but they dont see all the confusion in between...i wish that i culd just get out of my body and watch my life as a movie and be able to stop it and play it and rewind wenever i want....it just aint ever gonna get that easy,,,not possible....just let me die in peace cuz thats all thats going thru my head right now...that one great ? who would be at my funeral wen i die and wat would ppl say wen asked to speak about me to fam members and friends...now be truthful..
: / eh olga i guess....
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[26 Sep 2004|05:57pm] |
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ok...most recent stuff....didnt quit soccer...wat a surprise... ima take some pics wit the team soon and thats gonna be cool umm physical soon...so ill be able to play in a perty good shape so its all good....ummm i was sik on friday so i didnt go to skool but stacey decided that she felt like skiping too so she stayed with me...ilu stacey lol after like 12 stacey went home...tony came over after skool and hes like the biggest sweetheart ever even tho i was pissed at him thursday cuz i had a game and i asked him if he wasnted to come and he didnt and then like wen we got backto the skool i went to the gym to put my shit back and he was there watching britnay play in her lil spandex ad right now talking about it its pissing me off....but im over it i cant jelousy and just make it controled so yea im not gonna talk about it.... so he came afteer and he was kool he apologized and he like took care of me and layed me in bed and stuff he was being realy sweet cept that he was in a bad mood and he didnt want to tell me y...well hes grounded now cuz he strayed wit me even tho i told him to go home at like 245 so yea he left at like 345 so ./...his fault this time so yea that happened and then saturday i spent my day working downstairs wit my landlady in a teaparty putting gurls in costumes and shit.... then today i heard that stacey already colored her hair and that kinda caught me off guard...lol ooo i slept over nikkis last night and it was fun we were up till 1 watching this funny ass show called 3rd rok from the sun and then after that we talked in the dark...we had a few lil surprises that wasnt od the best lol we thought we heard bryan we were freaking out lol then after we shut the tv off we were talking till 230....then i got woken up by the alarm clok that happens to ring like every 2 seconds....ugh and he mom made us pancakes i loooooooooooooove her pancakes...yum then went to church then came home and i went to work it was a art party and stuff and i get paid pretty kools so yea...then went to a fair in the green funny as hell my mom bought a plant that was 1 dollar then looked at another for 4 buks and this lady was like its 1 dollar so my mom got 2 plants for 1 dollar and the lady was like u like candles i was like yea y? and she gave me 5 candles for fre it was funny and i bough a pair of sandals and i now have my homecoming outfit done...wooooot im happy about that....idk wat im doing for holloween...but ill figure something out ma just probably meke carolyn give me one of her princess dresses and go like that lmao...o wellso yea back to practice tomrow and shit...but tis all good now...anyway ill ttygl...ilu!!!!!!!!!1
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hey guys its been again a long time since ive updated...idk ive been either busy or just lazy to do this....i quit soccer so now all my afternoons r open...i never have time to hang out wit anyone...and that makes me sad...me and tony r great now he spends his afternoons here with me after skool and we just have fun its better than not seeing eachother for a yr lol so thats great we had our first pretty pretty princess party and i got everyone sick and im sry guys but next party were def gonna have real food...idk staceys sending out the invitations and yea shes gotta talk everything over...looks like were gonna have an addition to our pretty prettty princessess CARMEN lol YAY hopefully troy will be able to attend this one last one was inda lonely without her..tony came and so did steve and we had alot of fun and we made then get dressed in our dresses lol..next one tho hes not allowed to caome lol its gonna be a gurls onely lmao idk were were gonna have the 3rd one..either nikkis or kelseys...idk if nikkis om would let us have it there cuz of all the children and such but idk...maybe shed let us all have a big sleepover and we culd have the night party that would be GREAT but idk we have to start planning ahead i think the next party is the 12 so idk....well i got a neopet and ive been busy building its house...skool is going good except the fact that staceys like always sad...wich makes me sad :( well im trying....troy and me already have more inside jokes than we can think of and nikki and me r cool so were all god...!!! well ima go now and play some more wit my neopet that shits addicting... IL 4th period hahhahahaha troy wow good times lol anyway later then guys!!!!
TAAAAAAAA
LExi
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last cuple of days fuking suked my week was the worst i took a week off from soccer cuz im so tired and i dont think im gonna do it anymorwe cuz its too much time ...and yea so then i had all these fights wit tony and then one wit nikki wich just fuked up my whole week but were great again...tony and me have been hanging on a thin line and i dont like those lil lines i had heard tons of ppl that tony was cheating on me wit sarah so i took action and yelled att ony about it well...steve and then he told tony and he kinda yelled at me ....anyway i called sarah and she was high so i got nothing out of there...tony hasnt called or hanvent talked to him and i really really want to beacause i love him too much to lose him and i dont reallllly want to go thru the whole chris thing again even tho this is kinda noothing like it but o well anyway i talked to him but mostly he yelled wich he had a right to i mean i took it to an exxxxtreeeeme and yea ok and so he was talking to nikki i guess and she told me something that made my day....i got into a huge fuking fight wit my sis this mornign and poor nikki saw it./....srrrrrry hunny and yesterday she slept over and it was fun cuz we were talking to steve about sex and shit...w/e so im kinda waiting for tony to call or to come back form idle so i can talk to him cuz i kinda dont really want to face him tomrow in skool cuz that would be awakward kuz i kno that sarahs still gonna be a lil whore and shes gonna apologize in h/r but idc cuz its not that i dont trust tony i just dont trust her and i hope that tony culd read thsi but im not gonna be just like heres my lj and now read it cuz its about u...not how i work well w/e i dont want to think baout it cuz i just finished h/w and im really hyper and im dying to go to a dance cuz im grinding crazy lol well ttugl
luv <3 lexi
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